talk...

it's better to tell than to keep,
it's better to cry than to be angry,
it's always better to express than to save for yourself.

sometimes, they don't seem to be true, but when it comes to an uncontrolled emotional problems, i believe they are the best things to do. Better spill the water bit by bit than to keep all and burst like the chernobyl did. it is hard to tell someone about how you feel, but its worth the ego-drop-down. it may seem to be such like an emotional somebody, but we have feelings that can't be kept too long. spend some time to degrade yourself in front of Allah like you mean it, then make your way to somebody you hate and love him/her at the very instance. even i found it hard and still does just to say sorry to the closest of the brothers with deep regret for what i've done.

perhaps it has been for the way we were brought up. not to bow to others nor to look up at others too much that we misinterpret the message. till a moment soon enough, insyaAllah we'll get to the point of openness when it comes to the appropriate emotional problems. don't take this lightly as this has been a sickening virus among most brothers, may it be here, or anywhere else. not just the brothers, it has always been a problem for people of any religion or races or whatever.

just a short thinking that came to me this evening. been watching somebody. wondering what's in 'its' mind. maybe not to read so much, just to browse a bit and try to understand people. it's just beautiful to get to know someone, 'cause you tend to tackle that part of that someone to win that someone's heart. the art of winning people. art for du'ah.